Meeting Paula
“What’s
that over there?” Paula asked as she saw something strange on the table. “Painters
tape, would you like some?” I replied. “Yes! I was just starting to paint my
apartment, this is perfect.” Paula came to our table looking for something warm
for the winter months. That day, when she saw the tape, she thanked God for His
perfect provision because she rarely comes to Tomkins Square Park. The tape
opened up a conversation about the battles she’s had to keep her apartment and
the legal issues with the landlord.
She shared
her fears and struggles to find security in life. She opened up about her past
and how she’s fought bitterness and unforgiveness due to abuse. As we continued
talking, I shared some of my testimony and what’s happened since I’ve learned
to forgive those who hurt me. I encouraged Paula that just like He continues to
heal me, He wants to bring healing to her pain. She agreed and expressed a
desire for that as well. Towards the end of our conversation, she thanked me
for listening and was glad she could relate because of our pasts.
As
I look back on that encounter, I am humbled to see how an entire conversation
began just because we provided something tangible. I love seeing how God used my struggles and
turned them into a testimony; it was an exciting start to being 26 (as we
happened to go to TSP on my birthday). I thank God that He desires to set
captives free and what He has done in my life. I look forward to many more
opportunities to share His freedom with others.
Highlights & Updates from 2015
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| Having fun with some of our Beautiful One Team |
- Serving a team from South Africa and connecting with one of the ladies. During the final night debrief, we were praying and I felt led to share something very specific with her. Personally, it was scary because I didn’t want to share something out of line, but it was correct and we both saw the power of God in how He loves to speak to us! This really built my faith and desire to hear His voice more!
- Seeing the Beautiful One team grow and how God is pursuing the ladies we minister to.
- One word: Freedom. The year began with moments of facing some tough challenges and being confronted with areas of growth. At times, it wasn’t easy but its lead me down this path of seeing God as the faithful one who never gives up or quits. In the midst of transition and uncertainty, He’s taught me that He is the one thing that matters. More than what I do or the ministry, it always has and always will be about Him. This bought much freedom, joy and hope to continue surrendering and laying down my life for His. I am committed to serving New York City for the long run. Now more than ever, I believe in the calling of my life for social work and missions and I will be serving with Street LIFE Ministries for the foreseeable future.
- Getting my license! Not many of you know this but it took me over two years and facing my fears to finally schedule a road test. Seems silly but after getting into a minor accident a few years ago, I was pretty shaken and hesitant to try. However after getting fed up of being afraid, I knew it was time to face my fears and I am thankful I did because I got my license on the first try (a huge testimony of God’s grace because you know hard it came be!)
- Being the Maid of Honor for my friend Mary Anna, who has been a co-worker, roommate, mentor and sister. I am thankful to be a part of her special day.
Thank you so much for making this another amazing year
through your support & prayers!
